Hi my Little sweetie.........

I know that im really sensitive and my feelings get hurt so easily,but i cant stop crying over everything!!!! Im so sad!! To makes things worse Johns brother moved back here from Quebec and is staying with us for 3 weeks until his girlfriend and kid move out here. So im feeling so left out which is stupid i now!!!! But do i have any legitimate feelings ,let me explain. John is not the most open guy,its not that hes mean hes never been huggy,kissy in open. BUT       as soon as he gets high its a total turn around..He all of the sudden cant leave me alone,smothers me,loves me cant be without me,wants me to hold him on and on....Promises that hell work harder on showing me affection when hes straight. But its always the same. So right now they r watching football im being pretty much ignored exept the odd comment when he remembers im here. But in a few hrs when his brother goes to bed and john wants some coke it will change. By that time im so angry and hurt,. I may as well be a hooker. Call me art the end of the night for sex...Am i being totally irrational???

Hi Sweetie, I'm here..sent you an email..mucho love and hugs for you and your new love bug on four legs...what did you name him or her??

XOXOXOXOXOXOX

Bye sweetie, will tocuh base as soon as I can..you take good care okay..promise me that.

 

Love ya