Hi Gin...I know that for me it was really important to surround myself with other people that were doing the same thing I was..or at least people that would support me in doing it.
Glad to hear you are going slowly, cause not only are you detoxing physically, but mentally as well. The mental obsession was something that I had to get alot of support with.
Be careful who you surround yourself with. I know that "using Friends" were always a trigger for me. Not everyone is on board with you when you are trying to change your life...and it's a scary place to be sometimes.
I attended NA while I was detoxing and just listened to the people there that were staying clean....and I learned how to ask for help.
Please be gentle with yourself and don't get discouraged...the weight will come off. I was depressed over that...for sure...but it's only surface stuff and will happen when it's time.
The important thing to remember is you are important, you are worthwhile and you are necessary...because you're YOU! You deserve this life and all it has to offer..never forget that.
I'll be heere for you!