DUH, I feel real stupid. I just realized I didn't show the posts i was referring to. They were replies from Sha and Green2thecore. I'm still learning.Anywho... i am a recovering heroin addict with the help of a GODSEND called methadone. Yes, GODSEND. I asked GOD to help me beat the H and he got me to methadone. It saved me. I am 39, have 3 kids. (20,19,15) I am a manager in fast food. Until 11-10-04 I smoked cigarettes, but not anymore. It kinda pisses me off though cuz the meth and not smoking have made me put on sssooo much weight.(to the point of discomfort and pain) I do good things for myself and get bad results. Ok, i'll get off the pity pot now. Thanks for listening.

Hi Reesie,

 

Ya know, since I've been on methadone I've gained a bunch of weight too.  I know people say that methadone does NOT cause weight gain, but I truly think it does.

 

Each time I got on it I gained a lot of wieght.  I didn't eat any differant or do less activity.  Then, each time I got off methadone I lost the weight.  So it must slow down some peoples matabolism or something.

 

But the thing is, Resse, is that being overwieght is not good, but it's better than being hooked on heroin and ciggys, right?!

 

So CONGRATULATIONS for doing so good!     Was it very hard quitting ciggerettes?   (I know, STUPID question!)   I mean HOW did you quit? I need to do the same.

 

luv,

sue

You won't believe this cuz I still don't but it WASN'T hard to quit smoking this time. I'm still in shock that I did it, and cold turkey no less. I said a prayer and asked GOD to help me quit and when i would crave one asked him to take it away. I'm not real religious but am a believer especially now. My b/f tried quitting too but hasn't got there yet. I was mad at him at first but realized a person just has to be ready or they won't be successful. Good luck to you and i'll say a prayer for you too.

 Hey Lovingmom, Glad to hear someone else is quitting smoking with you. I think that will make it easier. But, even if they fail you can do it. I used to make excuses for relapses and try to blame others. I had a counselor that told me, "your recovery is YOUR responsibility, not anyone elses." I had to realize no matter what went on around me that the final decision was mine and the same with ciggys.

 I go to quit smoking boards too and that has been  a tremendous help too. As much as this one has been with heroin.

I will pray for you too, and keep me informed how it's going.

sadd:

I'm from Canada as well and glad you could join us.

I've weined off of 120 mg anything is possible all the power to ya.  Don't give up.

I'm methadone free.

Stay strong

Leo 

Hello and Welcome.... I have been on Methadone for 19 months now. I too was up pretty high == in the 140 range=== Now, I hit 65 Mgs and am dropping 3-5 per week. Like you I want to eventually manage my addiction without the Clinic....but I will go as long as I have to. I am a 28 y/o female from PA.

 

I was just curious what u are experiencing with your weening- I realize I am going a little faster than you. See, I have occasionally experience some sweats; chills; and a ton of headaches. I was curious if you too were experiencing any symptoms (Or anyone in the group) I just feel it is easier when you know what to expect.  I do know they say your receptors in the brain actually are like 2 weeks behind ---so it takes awhile for the body to adjust.

 

Any feedback on this issue would be greatly appreciated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

CLEANSERENE 77

Hi guys, m new also, I am just getting on methadone. It seems alot of peeps are tapering off with goal of hettin all the way off. Is that because some are using it to come off h, I have chronic pain in feet. I really don't know if it works for me yet but it takes the edge off of coming off oc. Nice to hang here with you guys. Rockies122

Sadd:

From Canada as well, welcome to the site, it's a great place to get advice.  It's great that you are withdrawing, take your time. listen to your body, it can tell you best and more then any doctor.  I too have been (yes past tense) on methadone.  Withdrew a few times, and this time I took my time, and did not let any doctor tell me how and when to withdraw because It was me addicted NOT the doctor.  You are taking control of your body, mind and life, All the power to you and give yourself a pat on the back you deserve  the credit you are changing yourself for the better

Take care,

Leo   

Friendly:

Wow another one coming off the methadone, when you get to 30 or 40 mg (I have faith you will) take it slow even if you have to go down 1 mg at a time, I'm so happy for you.  Congrats. I was there too at one time had been on methadon at 140 mg and am no longer on.   Wishing you well.

Leo       

Hi i'm also new to the game even though i've been on methadone for 6 yrs and was on the heroin beforehand for 3 yrs- I'm 38 yrs and truth be known i'm terrified i'll never get off it. It's taken me 5 yrs to cut myself down from 60 ml to 30 ml and some days even more. I dont miss the gear, it nearly lost me my 2 kids who are now 19 and 12 yrs. I cant afford a detox 5 programme as just left university but i wont stop trying. Good luck and well done your brave for coming this far

 

take care

 

Susanne(snue)