wow this forum really is a busy one, I'll just intro myself fast. My name is Sky(my parents were the hippy kind) it's better than my sisters name Swallow(like the bird) but kids are mean and you can only imagine what hell she went through in school!!!

ummm, well I grew up around drugs mostly pot and hash (hippy dope)from my parents.

At about 11 yrs old my mom and dad grew up and got real jobs. By this time my sister and I were free spirits of our own never having supervision we were pretty wild at age 11 and 14. I started into the heroin at about 12ys old. I had a much older boyfriend that was wired already. I had watched him shoot up for months and for some stupid reason one night I asked him to hit me, he flipped out and said no way, but after bitching at  him enough he finally gave in and hit me the first time.

Well ever since that night it has been a up and then down battle for both myself and my sister. She was dating the brother of the loser I was seeing, and had been into the heroin about a year before me but nobody told me.

Anyhow I have rambled on and on, both my sister and I have battled every kind of addiction from the heroin to coke to booze to pills to abusing our own bodies by letting men I have no idea who they are use and abuse me for $ to feed a habit that just was never ending. I hope I haven't told to much. my sister is still out on the streets, I am in a grubby apartment at the moment but it is winter and I'll be damded to spending another winter out side. It isn;t much of a place but the guy I share it with has this computer so it is ok for now.It isn't in a good area so the temptation is right outside the doors or right in my living room but honestly I am gratefull to have a couch, and warmth after all it is X-mas. I wish my sister would come and get off the srteet even for a few days that is my wish for this X-mas

Oh my God I have writen a damn book sooo sorry people but that is basically my story. The in between bits don't really matter. Thanks for having me and MERRY X_MAS to U all!!!!!

SKY