its closing in on me
the sadness
i close my eyes
i can see it
i hear it
haunting me
what am i fighting for
in this endless battle
where do i belong
am i wasting my time..
sitting here and the despair washing over me
like a tidal wave
its drowning me
can i just let go
and rest for a minute
feeling the sun on my face again
away from the darkness
looking for light
it will never shine here
waiting for the moment
i can be released from this suffocating smell of defeat
in my heart i know
it will never come