damn
its 5 am
no one awake
just me
and my ache
and one more lovely dose
just a deathtime away

you knew i would do it
you listened to me
had me admit some truths
(7 packets left)
heard me tryto lie
when i heard me
telling you
all those truths
i heard it too: reality

its 5 am
and i am sick with wanting it
it is 5:01
and i have resolved to quit
5:01 still
and i fumble with me veins
5:02 to 5:08
ok the lad is right
i have had courage in the past
fuck it
it's 5:09
and i have no one to call
to get to 5:10