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From: MSN NicknameZERO_1979_33  (Original Message)Sent: 7/15/2004 10:02 AM
once again, i plead to her
to let me take a piece
to tease the tender, taut and fragile
and entice a release.
be she was stubborn and oh so wise
and wouldn't let me through,
she saw my plot, my planned demise
she knows all i plan to do.
but i can talk to her, you see
she is a piece inside of me inside
but all the brighter than myself
i have no place to hide.
i cringe and cry and burn all over
my innards scream for free
to relenquish all this crushing pain
to get away from me.
but sometimes vengeful she can be
manipulative and mean
she can hurt me more than you
though docile she seems.
but no one ever sees her
she hides beneath my soil
of lies and fears and hateful deeds
of anguish and turmoil.
she mulls the thoughts of rape and crime
of blood and wretched gore
she hides beneath my soft, pink flesh
and denies me any more.
She holds the memories of the scars
the past results of lunacy
she hides the truth from all of them
and deals her own indecency.
she's a part of me i can't deny
a piece i can't let go
sometimes i bruise her ugly face
and hope that it won't show.
but she is so decieving
she once had me believing
that she was no more than fiction
and do you find it intriguing
that i would be entreating
a little bit of free will from this monster-
-my addiction
 
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