My Sweet Syringe
Blinded in this dizzy haze, I find it hard to breathe.
Time is moving all around me, but I am standing still.
These bloodshot eyes can't cry anymore,
Stare blankly do they into the night.
So used to the darkness, they will never know the light.
So abuse me just the way I like it, and I'll come back for more.
Scar me deep and make me bleed,
You are my precious whore.
The clock ticks and years go by, but I'm not getting older.
My memory jades as time fades away.
Your lifeless eyes remind me why I go through this torture,
I can almost hear you call my name when you think that I am sleeping.
But I am never awake, and it is only a voice- your voice will never reach me.
Drag me down again, the pain is my pleasure, and I'll come back for more,
Scratch my sides and gouge my eyes,
You are my precious whore.
Tear my soul away till it's gone, I can't feel it anymore.
Everything I used to be was lost so long before.
Once alive, now alibis lurk underneath the skin,
Send me up high for the crashing down
My love, my sweet syringe.
-danny fish