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Subject: written by Josh Joseph April 2002
Date: Tue, 18 Dec 2007 07:59:42 -0800

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written by Josh Joseph April 2002

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From: Lovingmom2433 As I sit and think about my life, It makes me want to grab that knife These drugs have brought me to my low Places I thought I would never go It was those feelings I tried to hide That made me feel I had no inside I thought on bag was all i would need But all it did was plant a seed Then it went to 9 or 10 Brought me right to hells den I knew a meeting was all i needed But now my plan was much defeated Now that i am on my death bed, I wish i would have listened to what my sponsor said.   As I start my life over again Eating healthy go back to the gym No more trips to county court I put on 10 pounds in the last two months Stopped smoking all those blunts I havent called in sick to work If only, those voices still didnt lurk But im stronger than them I know i am Im going to stay clean i know i can I got my complexion back again and every night i pick up a pen To write about the day that past With these meetings i know that this will last.   Oh my God what did i do Now its back to rehab #22 I missed that meeting just one day Now look at the price I have to pay I lost my family, friends, and soul, And now my life has no control Now im starting from day one Thank God i had put down the gun When i said this is gonna be the end And i wasnt even my own friend I know there are good things in life Happiness, friendship, and even a wife But drugs always cut me short And now im back at county court. The judge gave me 25 to life I think i will go grab that knife. Because i dont want to rot in jail Now instead i will rot in hell.   As I look down from above And see all these people full of love All the decisions that I regret Too much loss of self respect   The shit is real whether white or, Black, purple or blue, So dont think it cant happen to you I thought i was smarter I thought i was cool. But now look who is really the fool. I had so much potential and there it went I had not a dollar not even a cent Now its too late to tell this to you Who knew i would die, nobody knew I send to y'all from up above With all my heart, soul and love,   Josh Joseph   Josh Joseph died a couple years ago and his Dad makes sure every person he comes across reads his sons poem. Love to you all, Karen

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