OUR PATHS CAN'T CROSS IF I DON'T SPEAK

WALKING A ROAD THAT MAKES ME WEAK

YOU CAN'T SEE ME IM NOT REALLY THERE

IM IN MY MIND, LOCKED AWAY UPSTAIRS

 

MY CELLMATES A MONSTER, CREATED BY ME

MASSIVE IN SIZE BIGGER THAN CAN BE

SO HES IN CONTROL WHAT CAN I SAY

JUST KEEP MOVING NO GOING HOME TODAY

 

I SEE YOU OUT THERE CANT LET YOU IN

PLACED IN SOLITARY FOR ALL OF MY SINS

THE KEY IS LOST HES THROWN IT AWAY

IN HERE IM SAFE ITS HERE ILL STAY

 

THROUGH THE KEY HOLE I VIEW A NEW DAY

SPRINGTIME SO MAGICAL IN A BLOSSOMING WAY

I MET SOMEONE NEW NOT SO INCLINED TO SPEAK

MAKING MY SECRETS IMPOSSIBLE TO KEEP

 

I WALKED A ROAD A LONELY ROAD

MY DAILY PAIN NO GOING HOME

THE SHAME I FED ON FOR ME SO REAL

KEPT ME MOVING AFFRAID TO FEEL

 

 

THIS IS A PIECE OF ME, THAT I COULDN'T LET GO OF, MY MUM HAS ONLY SEEN ME A HANDFUL OF TIMES IN THE LAST TWENTY ODD YEARS,10 DAYS IN THE LAST TEN YEARS, IM BOOKING TICKETS SOON I CANT WAIT SHE LOVES ME, I KNOW & THAT WAS SOMETHING I COULD NOT FACE UP TO OR UNDERSTAND AS I HATE ME, I HATE ME A LITTLE LESS TODAY THAN I DID YESTERDAY