caught up in feeling,
for someone else,
no rythme or reason,
when im back on the shelf.
it hurts you know,
when i feel rejected,
im on my toes,
running scared, no-body knows.
all alone in the pain,
unbearable to the extreme,
how could she say that,
surely she knows?
how much she means to me,
how my heart grows,
each time i look at her,
and see how she glows.
well the devastation i felt,
hasn't dwindled away,
this love i have is here to stay,
she can't make me use.
a painfully beautiful lesson,
i learned today!!!
its ok to hurt and not score,
when i feel the pain im not so sure.
but the facts are there,
this pain is real,
im feeling alive,
and im still clean!!!!