thanks for the response jo, yes i do keep a journal, in poetic form, for college mostly. thats how lazy bastard came about, as i wait till the last minute to do my assignments!!! also write alittle about step ten each night (defects) oh and i do have lots of them but there not so dangerous when im aware of them. Addiction Days is mostly about how its easier on the bad days as i can see the addict in me up front, the good days are when it gets tough as im so busy feeling great and getting on with life, that sometimes it almost feels like i dont have a problem and that is where my problems start, i have journal full of words. the two i have mentioned come from there, the rest i have just typed in as i am thinking. hope your well in sunnny america its freezin here in the UK, hope your good chat soon love john x |