Some say there are no coincidences...others say everything is random. Depending on the situation I seem to go back and forth on this..but I have noticed..when I put in...I get back out. Simple as that.
Just like your effort of wanting and looking for the poem you wrote produced a positive result.
I don't think it coincidence..,,can you imagine if we really applied ourselves..like if we used the effort we put into staying high on creating a decent life for ourselves.
I've heard people say that when they try and get clean nothing goes their way..maybe it's because the 'desire' isn't really there yet..we often don't put our whole hearts into it. Maybe that's why it seems so hard.
The answers seem so simple on a logical level..it's the emotional shit that seems to get us every time.
So I guess the way around that one is to learn how to handle our emotions...
Ahhh..