Thank you for  your kind words Sophia...whether you realise it or not..they help me to know I am not alone either with these intense feelings..they are a part of us who are living it...have lived it.

 

I struggled with if  should post it here..but again this place is for all aspects of addiction..I can't hide from mine..it's simply not healthy. It is not my intent to glorify this addiction to opiates I have...only to make some sense of it...even though I should know better.

 

Take care and thanks again.

 

Dear Sue..Yes I've thought about it..but  how soon would I run out of material..and there are only so many drug books the market can handle. Maybe some day..when the story nears its end.

 

Stay well my friend

Sha

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