Fuck me Flapjack, no waonder you choose to use.
Do not be ofended, but did you know there is a proven link between super intelligence and insanity?
I have often thought it was my smarts and compassion that were my down fall. I do not understand the contradictions in human nature. It sounds to me like you have the same problem. Too much info, to little power, and a crippling sense of what we are doing to ourselves.
Your smart enough to want to do some thing, but you know there is little you can do.
I tried... it nearly killed me.