Butterfly,
You haven't lost your faith, you just have it
hidden right now.
Remember your response about your daughter??
You mentioned that she is here for a reason, and the
timing was right.
I don't think it was any mistake, or coincidence, but that
is just my little ole opinion.
As far as my faith goes, I have completely changed my
train of thought since losing my son.
I was one of those numb Catholics who went to church every
Sunday because it was the right thing to do.
Never getting anything out of it, except for the
aggravation of fighting with my kids every single Sunday about going to
church.
I NO longer go to church and no longer make my
younger kids go either.
God, or a higher power isn't in a building, he is all
around us, holding us up when we are weak, and crying when we cry, and happy
when we laugh.
You cannot just make yourself believe in a higher power,
but if you look closely and open your heart you will see signs of him every
where.
Just my little ole opinion, hope it helps, Love
Karen