I so agree with Karen, LovingMom.  I was brought up to go to church EVERY single sunday. 

Now I truly beleive that I don't have to be in a building to have God in my life. 

 

Somebody once told me that religous people go to church out of the fear of hell and spiritual people have already been through hell.  Thats why they're spiritual.  Make any sense?

 

All I know is that I feel closer to God when I'm not in a church.  I like to pray in my bedroom or outside in the woods near nature.

 

Butterfly don't worry too much about your faith.  It will come.  It's hard to beleive in a higher power when you've been through so much and the world is like it is.  I will have many questions when I finally get to meet my 'higher power', as I'm sure you will too!

 

Just the fact that you are reaching out is a sign, in my opinion, that you still have faith somewhere in your heart just waiting for you to let it grow. 

luv,

sue