Hi Shannon,

 

You don't know how wonderful it is to even see Free's name here again..coming from a place she once was and a person she loved. I don't know why you are so heavy hearted today but know this..no one gets everything right all the time or ewven some of the time. Your intent as I recall was to do as best as you could by Free and her son. Sometimes other aspects come into play and we feel responsible because whatever the situation..didn't come off as was planned. But life is what happens when we're busy making those plans..and it will play itself out no matter our intent...input or efforts. Please don't be so down on yourself..if I know one thing of FreeSpirit..I know she would never have wanted you to feel bad as you do now. You say she guides you still..then try and quiet yourself and feel her 'understanding' of whatever it is you think you did not do. She is in a place where the knowledge of life on earth is much clearer to her now. I think love is the most important energy she sends..take it...run with it..live of it.

 

Thoughts are with and so glad you posted..hope you continue to Shannon

Sha