Wow Ex thanx for that.  Sometimes I start on a pity party for myself cause I was a heroin addict and I say to myself that things could have been better...  But you are SO right.  What is a heroin habit next to a mother who cant pick up or even hug her baby because it's so sick, or somebody who was so active all their life and now through some terrible turn of events they are paralized from the neck down.  Or those little kids in Africa who are starving to death so bad that their skin is falling off. I am embarrassed to feel sorry for myself and I need reminding once in a while....

so thank you.

Luv,

sue