Thank you for your thoughts and prayers. I still just don't understand, and I feel as though it hasn't hit me yet. I know she is gone but it is still very difficult to believe. There were no warning signs at all, and I think how unhappy she must have been inside all the time. I wish that I had went out with her that night after she left my house, and could of some how done something to stop the suicide. We all wonder that. Or I wish I told her how pretty she looked on Saturday.

 

We are all just shocked and I wonder how long she was planning this. Is that why she was so happy on Saturday, because she had made her mind up to die. I don't know. Only God knows those final thoughts and the reasons for her suicide. I am just numb towards it. The thought will cross my mind and I am like "oh yeah ,my God, Karena killed herself!"  It is just insane. I know she has been doing a lot of cocaine lately, and drinking quite heavily and those are depressant factors, but she was happy. Or so I thought. There is an autopsy being done.

Thank you once again, God bless you all

SS