Shifting Shadows.. Yes Friday is going to be hard.... but you will get through it... your dear friend will be there by your side... and she will see how much love she had.. although i am sure she knew that anyway.. please try not to beat your self up too much about why and what ifs... I have done that for the past 11 weeks... but i am getting stronger on that point i think.. but just take care of yourself... your friend wouldnt want you to be feeling sad all the time.. of course you are going to grieve for her.. its natural.. but you have to try to live your life as the best and happy as you can... just take time to grieve.. and try to move on... we are all here for when you need to cry.. shout... swear.. whatever.. take care... god bless you...

 

Suzie ... Thankyou for your very kind message... I dont feel very brave most of the time.. but I just know how important having messages from people are... they saved my life at times.. i swear... and I want to give back to anyone who is going through even half of what i am right now... thank you so much.. you are in my thoughts also.. hugs to all who need them.. Sharon xxxxxxx