Hi,

 

This is my first post on here at H of H although I have known about the site for awhile. I am 21 years old and have been hooked on heroin for a couple of years. I have been in and out of 2 IOP's and 1 inpatient. I have stayed clean for 9 months but for the past month and a half, I have been in relapse. I told my girlfriend and parents, I will be returning to inpatient again this week. I am in the middle of withdrawaling right now. I would just like to ask for someone to pray for me through this physical pain and for the future. I am so tired of relapsing and dying inside, I am so tired of hurting those around me. I have lost 4 friends to drugs, and I am afraid that I am next. Please say a prayer for me...I don't want to die.