I fall to the floor, too tired to think, too weak to move There's only one thing left I can think to do I take out a knife and pierce my own skin I cry in a rage of silent tears again My world starts to spin, my body feels numb I take the cut deeper, until my thoughts no longer come Deeper and deeper I go to fight my own fears I cry in a rage of silent angry tears 'Till deep enough, deep red in my skin It looks like today I just might win I lay back to think, but can't do a thing I cry in a rage of silent tears that do sing Life's losing all meaning, worse than before I don't know why I can't smile anymore So I use a knife to conquer my fears Everynight I cry in a rage of silent tears