For A Dear Friend Who Passed Away 4/20/2002  

                                                                     DOMESTIC VIOLENCE

   I got flowers today.  It wasn't my birthday or any other special day.  We had our first argument last night, and he said lots of cruel things that really hurt me.  I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, Because he sent me flowers today.

   I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night, he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry Because he sent me flowers today.

   I got flowers today, and it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again. And this time it was much worse than all the other times.

   If I leave him, what will I do?  How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But i know he must be sorry Because he sent me flowers today.

    I got flowers today.  Today was a very special day.                                                           It was the day of my funeral.  Last night, he finally killed me.  He beat me to death.

    If only I had gathered enough courage and strength to leave him, I would not have gotten flowers today.................I miss you Beth.  Forever in my Heart and Prayers.  Love Sheila