Just got her ashes back this mornin and it was horrible, i broke down in tears.
It's hard 2 explain but i've always said wen i lost midnight it wud be like loosing my best friend Tammy all over again, she died about 10years ago now in a car crash and I wasn't allowed 2 go2 her funeral; so i neva really had chance 2 say goodbye 2 her.
Getting Midnight's ashes back just pushed me over the edge this morning, all the feelings i've been holding all these years have just cum 2 the surface; so please give me the strength 2 get though this.
I've also been looking at dog shelters websites, as Aidan & I both think a new friend will do me a world of good as i'm very lost at the moment.
Hope I make sense.
Love Helen x