What Is
  
 Said good bye to you today
 Watched as you went and slipped away
 Not for the first time I watched one go
 Held a hand,prayed for a soul
  
 Some deaths they say are good
 Means no "Pain" is understood
 Some say its a "blessing"
 To no longer suffer I am guessing
  
 And even though I know you've lived a full life
 I have seen pictures of children and wife
 I see the medal you have earned
 And death brings new life in turn
  
 It weighs so heavy in this heart of mine
 For in all the years before
 I don't remember saying good bye
 To so many is so short a time
  
 I can't help weep for what I know
 This time it's cost too many untold
 They say a virus happened this way
 But won't speak of  that awful day
  
 The sickness started before is true
 A few came down with the flu!
 And then came that awful day
 When was over many more would pay
  
 I wonder if things would of be different
 did all act with best intent!
 Or did putting off what should of been done
 mean we let the battel be won.
 By Nina  .. feb 8/05