I actually am in good physical shape. I am letting it slip tho as I have started to take an antidepressant that makes it hard for me to get off the sofa. I go to work, clean and cook....I do nothing else since Sept but hope I feel more like my old self soon. Depression? Hard to believe I am depressed. I have a healthy family, a nice home, a good job...whattheheck is there to be depressed about????? But all in all the Doc said I am depressed....Hard to believe I was riding 30mile bikeathons this summer....hard to believe I was travelling with the red cross this time last year.....At 47 I was never as on the ball but since the fall I am happy to just lay down and watch the cars go by. Not looking for sympathy  btw...just posting in a good thread....no more talk of this now.....onto another thread!