I suddenly realised I was ready to let go of the past and that i owed it to myself to get out there again.
And also, seeing that cd, and C.R's signature and realizing that your relationship with her had consisted of more contact than I had been led to believe...and knowing that she could only fall in love with you because of things you had said and done with her, or done to her killed the last bit of us I had been holding onto. And cutting myself free made it easier to consider dating someone some day. I listened to her cd in the truck... lots of love messages on there being sent to you.
And with her feeling that way about you Robin it's not fair to her for you to have me on your worry list. Please let go, and give her your full attention now. God is my protector. It's time for you to release yourself from that job. I release you from it.
We'll always be friends, and share things with and about the kids and grandkids...but that is all that is left now.
Take care,
Laurie
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I know that God is your protector, but I will still worry about you. 30 years is a long time to try and just turn something off, you will always be special to me. Again, just please be careful!
yours, Robin
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? You say that, yet it was seemingly easy for you to turn off your love and seek after someone else. That doesn't make me sound very special Robin.... so you should be able to also turn off the idea that you are to care and protect. Let it all go Robin.. all of it. It's time.
And not to worry. I know enough to be careful.
Bye