That's the problem - the conflict between my heart and my head. My head says run, my heart says stick around and see what happens. If it were just physical, I'd have no problem running because I don't like to feel guilt and that always overides temptation for me. This time, though, my heart wants to feel. My heart feels no guilt for feeling good things. My head says shut up and get out of there before you get caught in a big mess.