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The hardest and most shocking part of my journey has been to realize that none of it was real. It was an illusion that I was sucked into through some sort of brain washing.  The N is a fake and a lie. He does not love anyone, never has and never will.  He is a master manipulator and knows how to pull people's strings like a puppet master to get what he wants from them.  Read all you can on NPD and you will soon realize that there was no love--just control, manipulation and punishment for being yourself instead of who he wanted you to be. 
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