Well Sweetheart the first year has now passed...its been a strange year..not a day has gone past when I havent given you a thought...eveything I have done is with you in mind....I thought that on our wedding anniversary and today the first year of you not being with me that I would have had a sign or something from you...I was dissapointed till I picked up my little watch that you had given me on our first Christmas together, I was putting it on as usual and as my fingers aint as nimble they used to be, the watch turned over and on the back Iseen the message that was engraved on it...."It says
Ilove you more today than yesterday and more than tomorrow" Now I have looked at this inscription lots of times and thought awwww thats nice...but it was really nice to look at it today...maybe today the words just got through to me......I hope Tony that you have found the peace that you so badly needed and indeed found the heaven that I used to preach to you about...I miss you I really do..but I wont ever let my tears stop you from being free...I love you too much for that...Blow me a kiss Sweetheart now and then...just to let me know your around........and I shall do the same for you.....ILove you and I always will.