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| | From:  KellyOC28 (Original Message) | Sent: 10/12/2008 8:50 PM |
HEY EVERYONE! I HOPE EVERYONE IS GETTING SOME REST AND HAVE MANAGEABLE PAIN LEVELS. I HAVE BEEN HAVING SUCH A ROUGH TIME LATELY. I JUST SEEM TO CRY EVERY DAY! I KNOW YOU ALL KNOW THIS WONDERFUL PART OF BEING CHRONICALLY ILL. WHEN THE DEPRESSION SETS IN, IT JUST TAKES MORE STRENGTH FROM YOU. I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND LATELY BECAUSE I AM VERY SICK AND NOW THE DEPRESSION IS TAKING ITS TOLL. I SPEND MOST OF MY TIME TRYING TO DRAG MYSELF TO WORK. I CRY THE WHOLE WAY THERE, CRY THROUGHOUT THE DAY, AND THEN CRY ON THE WAY HOME. I JUST GET UP AND CRAWL INTO THE HOUSE. I AM SO TIRED OF EVERYTHING! MY DOCS REALLY DON'T CARE AND I M STILL WAITING FOR MY EMERGENCY GI APPT WHICH IS DEC 9TH AND THE HOSPITAL SCHEDULED THIS APPT IN JULY. I AM WONDERING HOW THAT IS AN EMERGENCY APPT?? DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME. SORRY EVERYONE, I AM GOING TO STOP WHINING. I HOPE EVERYONE IS ENJOYING THEIR WEEKEND AND I WILL KEEP TRYING TO CHECK IN. YOU ARE ALL IN MY PRAYERS!
GOD BLESS EVERYONE!
KELLY |
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| Hi Kelly,
Gosh, I wonder how long it would have taken if it weren't an emergency!!! That's scary isn't it? I wish there was something I could suggest that would help you. Without knowing what is making you so ill though its hard to come up with something. We really need a diagnosis to come up with tricks to help.
Too bad your work isn't working with you, you would think working in the human relations field that they would be just a tad more compassionate wouldn't you? They are being really cold to you. I would end up popping them in the nose I'm afraid. I really feel for you girl. What's funny is they don't have an abundance of help in those areas and they really ought to nurture those they have to keep them. That's the problems with the programs right at the bottom line. They have so many opportunities to make it work for you and in turn it would work for them, all they have to do is sit down with you and come up with a plan that would accommodate both of you. How can they be that dumb? Makes you wonder why they ever got into that field in the first place.
I gotcha on the depression. You are fighting a brick wall though. It ain't gonna move for you. So it's going to take something drastic to make things right. Got to come up with a plan. I know how much you love your job and don't want to quit. I know how important it is for you to do this type of work. Me and you are a lot alike on that aspect. But you can't kill yourself doing it. So is there perhaps somewhere else you could do your job? Somewhere they would appreciate you? If you could be in a place that would work with you around your condition you would be a lot happier. You would be doing what you love to do but also taking care of yourself at the same time. Just a suggestion but maybe its something that you might want to explore.
So I will close, please know that I am sending you big, gentle hugs and I hope things start smoothing out for you sweetie.
Love, Summer  | | | | | | |
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