I feel like I have a long journey ahead of me.  I though it was perhaps that I have let my childhood self go, in order to become an adult.  It seems that is where the pendulum swings (idiomatic, not literally).  I don't remember how to play...*laughs*...I don't remember how to be a kid.  Ha, I think that is it.  I need to shut up and listen to my spirit a bit more often.  I need to get out an experience fall...I need to tend to the spirit I once had as a little girl.  
  
 I came seeking the answers and now I have found...
  
 Blessed Be~