Thank you for all of you thoughtful responses.  I have never had that kind of gentleness expressed like that.  I know that this is the wrong time for me to start a family.  For many reasons, one of them being that I am a twenty year old working college student.  I think that essentially my spirit was trying to get my attention, so that I could be told to think about the option~that I would not be alone for all of my life.  I would not bring a child into the world if I was not ready.  In saying that, I mean that I would do everything possible to avoid getting pregnant.  I know that a soul~a baby girl soul~has chosen me to be her mother and I am truly honored by that decision.  I want to give her the best.  To be the best for her and now~I am not at my best....but in all of this, I think that Spirit wants me to know that Love is in my future.  That I have an important future.  I suppose that all of the fuss was Spirit trying to get through my thick head...:) 

 

Thank you Wise Women for all of your help...