Sis physically abuse never goes away as I still have nightmares of my times with my ex husband.I don't think they will ever go away either but all we can do is deal with them the best way we can.I also fear for my life as my ex is not that far from me and I do not go out alot and if I do it's with someone.It's a hard thing to shake when you have had that done to you.I can be there for you thes best way I know how and I always will be.If you need me email me and I will be there.I often think my move someday soon will make a big change and then I sit here and wonder if it will or not.I am probably just as confused and lonely as you are my dear sister.I always make sure my locks are all bolted up and please take care of yourself sis as I need you in my life and so the lil man.We as survivors will do this together and be each others rock when things like this arise.
Love always and big hugs,
Gina(sis) & Ryan(Lil man)