I have difficulty many times accepting this painful condition.  It has robbed me of so many things.  I feel at times as though the pain will never stop and I will lose my mind.  I wish I could close my eyes and it would just go away.  But the reality is this is here to stay.  So I have had to learn to adjust to this illness.  I just hate when it just comes on without warning and you feel helpless.  I hope a cure will be found one day.

 

Chili