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| | From: Smile-Mom- (Original Message) | Sent: 11/11/2008 4:07 PM |
Family, I know I was gone too long. I know I hurt a lot of people :(. This has been just about the worse year of my life and I didn't handle it very well :(. Some of you were never mad at me, thank you!!!!!!!!!! :) Some of you were mad at me but have forgiven me, thank you!!!!!!!!!!!! :). There are still some that are still hurt, upset, mad, or whatever it is you are feeling and I want you to know it is very important to me that we survive this. I am willing to do whatever you want, need, or anything to prove to you just how sorry I really am. If you do not want to post here please email me, [email protected]. You are very important to me, this family is very important to me!!!!! Honey has even suggested that I step down as "Mom" of the family. I do not think I could do that but if it is what is needed, I will do my best to try. I am so sorry. Mega hugs, smiles, love, thanks, and wonder :) |
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| | From: jsr4711 | Sent: 11/11/2008 5:14 PM |
Smile, we all go through bad patches. It happens. You have apologized several times, once is all that was needed. It's time to put this behind us and move on with life. I understand that there are some who just hold on to grudges, hurts, whatever. That is on them not you. If they can't move beyond it than they are missing out on life, I feel sorry for them. It's a shame that those who can't move on are continuing to make you pay emotionally. It's just time to let this go and move on from it. That's just my opinion for what it's worth. Jacki |
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I agree with you to a point, I did break my workd to several, I forgot promises I made, I let people down, and more, I feel I needed to say it again, I don't know if I will stop after this but, I need to do what ever I can to ease the pain I have caused. So even though I agree with you I disagree as well. I hope this makes sense, I just never know anymore when I make sense or I am rambling. (I will not apologize for that since well I have done it all my life LOL) I love this family so much that causing any one hurt, hurts me no matter when, how, why, what, andwhere. |
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The last SEVERAL years have been extremely difficult for me. The short of it is someone moved into my body at that time that I do not recognize, and do not want there. It is NOT just the fibro. I try to do the right thing, in hopes that it will chase this stranger away, but sometimes I am just not successful. I WILL exorcise this demon, or die trying. And hopefully I will take nobody down with me!! For those that feel that is exactly what I have tried to do, I am truly sorry, too. Betta Sue
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