Sometimes it too much work to look for another doctor, to fight for your meds, to fight each day, to feel better. I can understand why people would choose suicide, but I will admit to thinking about ait, a lot. This is a complex medical condition, and it makes life challenging. It's hard when no one else really understands what you are going through.
I went for a simple pap test, and have been in pain from that for 3 days. Geesh, is there anywhere on our bodies that fibro can't affect, and that is a weird one. Who's going to understand that!
I don't want to talk to people, because no one understands. It's March break and I can't take my children out, like I used to. That makes me sad.
I often says that Fibro doesn't kill, and that's the real challenge - living with it. I don't condone suicide as a solution though.