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"No, honey, not if you still want to kill yourself." The gay community is not just in the midst of a crystal meth epidemic. Rather, it faces a far larger spiritual crisis that is never acknowledged and, through its secrecy, grows daily. To get better, we must start to say that we are not OK. Some of our problems are self-inflicted but others are a direct result of America oppressing, demonizing, and isolating gay people. The very serious effects of oppression on gay people have been long apparent—those of us living on the West Coast know that crystal meth has been steadily killing gay men for years. Historically, gay people have had significantly higher addiction rates than those found in the straight world. In short, too many of us have been torching our lives for decades now with coke, Special K, GHB, poppers, and even good old alcohol. But the real story is not told in the media, because that would require straight people to take responsibility for the harm they have caused us. On the other hand, it would be far too easy to say that gay people have simply been victims of the dominant society. Like many other gay men, I have lived in a state of crisis for my entire adult life and have even found pleasure in the sense of purpose these crises instill. While the '80s and early '90s were a devastating time for me, I briefly shared a sense of purpose with other gay people during the marches, fundraisers, and funerals. But by 1994, I had lost my lover of 10 years and burned out on the intensity of activism. Alone again, I found solace in alcohol and drugs, including crystal meth. Had I looked deeper, I would have seen that I had always felt self-destructive and isolated, even from other gay people. I believe many young gay men still feel that way. I began working at the Van Ness Recovery House in Los Angeles to research a book on crystal meth. The book is now written, but I'm still working there because, for the first time since the days of ACT UP, I feel a sense of connection with other gay people. The overwhelming majority of the residents I deal with on a daily basis are gay men (there are also a few transgenders, lesbians, and even the occasional straight person) who have lost everything to drugs (most frequently crystal meth) and alcohol. Nearly all of them are HIV-positive as a direct result of their drug use, but many of them will die from addiction long before HIV can kill them. There will always be another drug photo: Robin Nelson/ZUMA Press | It would be wonderful to think that catchy graphics and free condoms would prevent other gay people from addiction and HIV infection. However, having witnessed the amount of work it takes for one person to see that he is killing himself with drugs and alcohol—one person who has already hit bottom—I know that we are beyond the place where any traditional prevention campaign will be effective. One of the questions I most frequently ask residents is "What is it that you wanted to do sexually that you could only do when you were high?" You might suppose that the answer would be an array of sex acts so extreme and kinky as to be unimaginable. And for some this is true. However, for most, their fantasy is no more than to get fucked and to connect with another man. Albeit in all the wrong places and all the wrong ways, these guys are basically looking for love. We sometimes forget the difficulty of what we are asking gay men to do. In a world where many of them face an uncertain future, in a country where they are the most hated minority, in a time when they are acceptable only as part of television minstrel shows, we have asked gay men to value themselves enough to talk honestly about sex and to make loving, ethical decisions. Far from forgetting about HIV, gay men have come to believe that it is the baseline of their existence. While it is true that young gay men may not fully understand the horrific side effects of HIV medications, older gay men (the median age for new infections is around 40) do. These men have simply become used to death as a normal part of daily life. On some level, they see it as inevitable and warranted. And, if that reality becomes too scary, an array of drugs is available to numb the feelings. Making matters worse, most HIV prevention campaigns targeted at crystal meth users are ridiculously shallow. The government has actively participated in the deaths of gay men by prohibiting funding from being used to disseminate the graphic sexual information needed to make informed decisions. For example, most gay men do not know that crystal use can cause sores and abrasions in their mouths, transforming a generally low-risk behavior like oral sex into a high-risk behavior. Many meth users are also under the impression that they cannot ejaculate while they are high. But if this were true, we would not be seeing continuing high rates of seroconversion for gay men using crystal. |
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</SCRIPT> Peter Staley is someone I worked with in ACT UP who is now also in recovery from crystal meth addiction. Using his own money to produce a much discussed series of posters about meth use, Staley helped spark the current wave of interest about meth addiction in New York. However, even he says that he hasn't heard about anything that's working. "I'm very pessimistic about prevention campaigns," he says. "I personally don't believe that prevention campaigns change behavior. Gay men talking to gay men can change behavior." Crystal Meth Anonymous (CMA) started in California but has become a huge force in New York's gay community. The problem is that "the program" is designed to help those who have already done enough damage to realize that they are addicts and need help. Based on the principle of "attraction not promotion," it was never intended to be a prevention campaign. Staley correctly identifies changing "community norms" as a first step in dealing with the immediate problem of crystal use. He hopes to make crystal use analogous to heroin use—something so extreme as to be unacceptable. This type of campaign is called "environmental prevention" and has been pioneered in the fight against alcoholism by organizations such as the Marin Institute in California. The organization's brochure explains: "Remember when smoking was allowed on airplanes? Today, the airline smoking ban not only reduces exposure to second-hand smoke but also promotes nonsmoking as a social norm. This is an example of environmental prevention—change policies, settings, and community conditions to support healthy behavior and discourage high-risk, unhealthy behavior." There are some problems with environmental prevention. First, if used in a simplistic way, it can lead to judgmental sexual repression that is anathema to gay culture. Second,the approach does not help those who have already entered into active addiction. So the question remains, how to create a healthier environment in the gay community. Personally, I found that I began to make healthier sexual decisions when I connected to gay history with pride rather than shame. As a young man, my view of gay history was that the '70s were a time of self-indulgence that led directly to AIDS. Only during the research for my book, Beyond Shame, did I begin to understand that my history as a gay man was part of a larger continuum of revolutionary change that included civil rights and feminism. While history may not seem like a particularly easy sell, it can be presented in an entertaining way as an alternative to the generally superficial films, television, and literature now being produced for gay audiences. The gay community already has organizations that do the hard work of bringing men of different generations together to form the rich connections that yield true pride rather than just visibility. In the past, the leather and alternative-sex scene made sure that older men mentored younger into the community. Many of these "elders" died, but there is no reason that mentoring could not exist again, in both sexual and nonsexual settings, to provide gay youth with aspirational examples of long and happy lives. In a less sexual realm, churches such as the Metropolitan Community Church and Agape have created spaces where gay people can seek spiritual growth. Not as well-known but incredibly powerful movements include the Body Electric, where gay men learn to be less superficial in seeing sexual worth in one another. Coming out of the gay faerie movement, the Gay Men's Medicine Circle continues to create rituals that encourage spiritual growth. These organizations and their rituals may seem like quaint reminders of a more innocent time. However, they are vital models for the kind of programs that might actually change the tone of gay life in America. Finally, it seems necessary to say something about the idea of gay marriage (and its presumed result, monogamy) as a solution for combating self-hatred. Gay marriage may indeed be a source of pride and healing for those who aspire to it. However, marriage alone has not solved the problems of straight people, so I see no reason to view it as a panacea for self-destructive behaviors in the gay community. Indeed, gay marriage may make things worse as it will lead us to believe the battle against homophobia has been won. It also carries the risk of creating a hierarchical gay community divided between those who choose monogamy and those who prefer other arrangements. Our instinct is to deal with the immediate crisis, and we have little choice but to deal with crystal meth now that it has become so widespread. But let's remember that, ultimately, crystal addiction is just one symptom of a larger disorder. There will always be another drug. The solution, unfortunately, is not a better prevention campaign. It's an inside job. Let's make this our last crisis. Patrick Moore is a writer and producer in Los Angeles. Kensington Press will publish his memoir of crystal meth addiction next year. |
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Some of our problems are self-inflicted but others are a direct result of America oppressing, demonizing, and isolating gay people. The very serious effects of oppression on gay people have been long apparent—those of us living on the West Coast know that crystal meth has been steadily killing gay men for years. Historically, gay people have had significantly higher addiction rates than those found in the straight world. In short, too many of us have been torching our lives for decades now with coke, Special K, GHB, poppers, and even good old alcohol. But the real story is not told in the media, because that would require straight people to take responsibility for the harm they have caused us. On the other hand, it would be far too easy to say that gay people have simply been victims of the dominant society. Like many other gay men, I have lived in a state of crisis for my entire adult life and have even found pleasure in the sense of purpose these crises instill. While the '80s and early '90s were a devastating time for me, I briefly shared a sense of purpose with other gay people during the marches, fundraisers, and funerals. But by 1994, I had lost my lover of 10 years and burned out on the intensity of activism. Alone again, I found solace in alcohol and drugs, including crystal meth. Had I looked deeper, I would have seen that I had always felt self-destructive and isolated, even from other gay people. I believe many young gay men still feel that way. These words rang so true for me and I'm sure I am not the only one who found such commonality with the author. Of greater importance is how many in the rehabilitative community treat those of the sexual community. The demonizing does not stop because one seeks recovery; it continues! And, I have been both witness and victim to this type of behavior when I first tried to recover. As we place effort on recovering and uprooting the causes of our abuses and addictions we must also as a community demand an unbiased entrance into the rehabilitative community. Notably, many of us have gone back out to the spiraling, out of control life of addiction and death for this very reason; being demonized and isolated by society at large. Brandon |
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I'm alarmed and symied at the same time, first that crystal meth is apparently growing in use through the gay community, second that I read just this week that HIV and AIDS is spreading in New York City at three times the national rate. Both say something specifically about the gay community - perhaps culture? - but what that something is, is open to discussion - intellectual, I hope. But the post here throttled me back to my days of active alcoholism and, once again, I remember the isolation the post cites. For me individually, however, the isolation was less from the outside and more from the inside. I understand now that what I still believe today was, at the time I was growing up, my father's hate for me because I suspect he knew my sexual orientation before I did. Although I didn't understand his disdain for me, I retreated into myself and stayed there as I began drinking, when I drank and didn't "emerge," i think, until years into my recovery. I don't discount what the article here describes as "institutional" isolation, though, i.e., from social and political forces. In many ways, we as a gay community have been repressed - and still are - in much the same way that African Americans, women, native Americans and other "minorities" have been, and continue to be in some ways. Of course, these forces have to be countered, but I think we must first start on the individual level because, if we allow those forces - and ourselves - to isolate us from the "mainstream," we cannot be successful in gaining the social and political rights and consideration of the mainstream. But we here also have a double whammy: along with our sexuality, we are also recovering addicts. If we expect to be "successful" in breaking down the barriers we face first as gay and lesbian people and second as recovering addicts, we must first embrace both on an individual level. A start is being here for one another and to recognize each other as an individual with their own specific and unique gifts to bring not only to another individual, but to the larger communities of all GLBT people and recovering addicts. |
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The Addicted Brain May Be Protected By Cocaine-Induced Brain Plasticity A new study has unraveled some of the mysteries of the cocaine-addicted brain and may pave the way for the design of more effective treatments for drug addiction. The research, published by Cell Press in the August 28 issue of the journal Neuron, identifies specific brain mechanisms that underlie addiction-related structural changes in the brain and provides surprising insight into how these changes may actually defend the brain during excessive drug use. Persistence of drug-seeking behaviors after long periods of abstinence has presented a major challenge for treatment of addiction. It has been hypothesized that long-term physical changes in the brain might underlie enduring behaviors associated with drug abuse. One long-lasting structural correlate that has been observed across many models of addiction is an increase in the density of dendritic spines on medium-sized spiny neurons (MSNs) in the nucleus accumbens (NAc). The spines represent critical points of communication, called excitatory synapses, between brain cells. The density of these inputs could have a major impact on the way information is processed in the brain and may regulate addiction-related behaviors. "Although several groups have documented that repeated cocaine exposure increases NAc spine density, the precise molecular mechanisms that control this process have remained elusive," says senior study author Dr. Christopher W. Cowan from the Department of Psychiatry at The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center. "Moreover, the cocaine-induced increase in NAc spine density has been hypothesized to contribute to the long-lasting behavioral sensitization that occurs after repeated cocaine exposure, but direct evidence concerning the functional relationship between these two processes is lacking." Previous work demonstrated that chronic cocaine exposure increased levels of cyclin-dependent kinase 5 (Cdk5) in the NAc and that inhibition of Cdk5 blocked the cocaine-induced increase in spine density. The myocyte enhancer factor 2 (MEF2) family of transcription factors are Cdk5 targets that are expressed throughout the developing and adult brain and have been implicated in the regulation of excitatory synapses. Dr. Cowan and colleagues found that chronic cocaine exposure reduced MEF2-dependent transcription and promoted increased MSN dendritic spine density in the NAc. Unexpectedly, expression of an overactive form of MEF2 in the NAc that blocked cocaine-induced spine density was associated with an enhanced behavioral sensitivity to cocaine whereas reduction of endogenous MEF2 proteins reduced these behaviors. These results suggest that the cocaine-induced increases in dendritic spine density may actually limit behavioral changes associated with drug addiction rather than support them. "Taken together, our findings implicate MEF2 as a key regulator of structural synapse plasticity and sensitized responses to cocaine and suggest that reducing MEF2 activity, and thereby increasing spine density, in the NAc may be a compensatory mechanism to limit long-lasting maladaptive behavioral responses to cocaine," concludes Dr. Cowan. "A better understanding of the MEF2-associated molecular mechanisms that regulate cocaine-induced structural and behavioral plasticity could ultimately lead to the development of improved treatments for drug addiction." ---------------------------- Article adapted by Medical News Today from original press release.---------------------------- The researchers include Suprabha Pulipparacharuvil, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; William Renthal, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Carly F. Hale, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Makoto Taniguchi, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Guanghua Xiao, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Arvind Kumar, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Scott J. Russo, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Devanjan Sikder, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX ; Colleen M. Dewey, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; Maya M. Davis, Yale University School of Medicine, New Haven, CT; Paul Greengard, The Rockefeller University, New York, NY; Angus C. Nairn, The Rockefeller University, New York, NY, Yale University School of Medicine, New Haven, CT; Eric J. Nestler, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX; and Christopher W. Cowan, The University of Texas Southwestern Medical Center, Dallas, TX. Source: Cathleen Genova Cell Press 2008 Medical news today |
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Msg#4 With great wisdom you have expounded on the priorities that each addict must place into their lives in order to abstain and recover without using the system or society weakness as a cop out to go back out and use; certainly a choice to no-where. Indeed, and as my passion grows (not yet orchestrated into a sophisticated movement) is the epidemic unfolding concerning crystal methamphetamine use in the gay & lesbian community specifically. As a west coast big city guy at the time of my exposure to meth, it did not take me long at all to be sucked into the party life. The "drug using" underground southern california gay community walked up the stairs and became the norm of gay society. Getting your weekly fix from your dealer was as easy and as normal as walking to the liquor store for a pack of cigarettes. Many times you picked up your crystal on your way to the liquor store for a six pack of ??? and a pack or two of cigarettes. It was extremely common place and therefore felt at the time a part of normal society. Of course, I lived in a district of approximately 100,000 people/60% gay. Good ol Hillcrest, San Diego. You were only strange if you were caught sober, and for a long time the police had no care. Those days at least for me are over and luckily I survived and live a life of recovery, unfortunately many did not survive and if they did all of the teeth fell out of their once gorgeous face and appear to be 30 years older than they are, riddled with physical diseases. I think what is so very important about this article and in my own research to get this "Meth Project" going is the complacency that I find in my research! "We are not Okay" is a perfect title to run with and as many in our community focus on the fact that HIV/AIDS may seem to be more in control, it is not! We have much work to do! Crystal Meth among other drugs is spreading like wildfire! It is not a west coast big city party drug anymore. It has spread into rural midwestern America. It has hit those in our community who do not have the big resources that flood the streets of Los Angeles, San Francisco, New York, or Boston. These people don't know where to turn. Some do not even have AA or NA gay or straight in their communities. My town only has three AA meetings and two NA meetings. Yuma has a population of 144,000 people and the incidence of drinking, well, that's just about the favorite and only past time here. Many of these meetings rise and fall. There was a period last year when Yuma had one AA meeting within 65 miles. This is Arizona! I can't imagine what Kansas would be like Our brothers and sisters in rural America does not have the local gay and lesbian center that they can quickly walk to. They do though, have the internet (most or more) and we MUST reach out to these addicts that don't know where to turn to treat their addiction. THIS IS THE REASON WE ARE HERE! THIS IS THE REASON WE ARE PUSHING THIS PROJECT FORWARD!! We have much more on the agenda folks. The flood gate of ideas is open but the flood gate needs more ideas than those that come from Chris and myself When the new website is built we will take this even further and we will knock on the doors of congressmen and attorney generals. We will make it known that our community needs more than what it is getting; a hard but needed dose of reality. Brandon |
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