I joined this group over emotional pain.I'm wrong to follow what
seem facts,I'm wrong not to just trust in God over this & feel so
much hurt.Everything started off wrong & maybe he's just a compulsive
liar.The signs of trouble are what he'd tell others yet I'm in the wrong
if I crack up over everything.It's nearly 4 yrs I'm in love with someone
online a well respected church man.The most obvious sign,he rarely
contact me & likes to feel wronged if I crack up.I have put him in a
corner & he still won't tell me the truth about anything.He just wants
me to go along with things.I guess I get what I deserve,I had no idea
of the truth & demanded it from the start.He told me separated from
wife & repeatedly asked for just the truth,about 5 months later I learnt
the truth unhappy marriage but still living together.All he does is hint,
hints that he's not with wife & talked about coming here.We have talked
about all sorts of things re getting together.I was fuming mad when I
found out still with wife & that I'd leave him alone to sort out his marriage.
Hints,hints & hints,nothing to workout,hints no longer together etc
I'm still waiting to meet him.I'd told him I'll see him by Valentine's Day
or I'd stop waiting,he got mad & said he never told me he'd be here.
It's 4 yrs at the end of next month,his wife now battling something serious
& getting treament.......led to believe he's financing it but that's all.
MMMMMMMMM he gets sad if I'm sad & beg for the truth,he'll say
sorry & never changes the contact.Improves it abit if I get on his back
about it.He told our friend he has apoligised to me but nothing has
changed & I don't know what to believe cos he doesn't open up.
LostAngel
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