Were there times that Jesus sat and ate with Judas and then had to get up and leave to weep, because He knew what Judas would ultimately do to Him?
"NO" is the answer. In our desire to make God just like us, we humanize Jesus Christ (who is God) to the point where He is a mirror image of us. We are wrong to do that.
Your statement above is PURE SPECULATION, which appeals to Doz but does not appeal to me, because it is not supported by Scripture. The Bible never says that Christ "had to get up and leave to weep" over Judas nor does it ever insinuate or imply that He did.
Stick with the Bible. I know that's difficult for you because you are a disciple of Ellen Gould Harmon White and the manna from heaven (plain old Jesus Christ) isn't good enough for you - you want to remake Him into your image, after the example of Mrs. White, and while most of what you post is ok, this one is not, and I will always stand against speculations that are Biblically insupportable, whether yours, Mrs. White's, or anyone else's.