My own heart took a moment to bath in thought. Following my hearts thoughts ..my hand picked up pen while my other held paper. From the feeling , i would love to share with everyone. I would like to leave some words on this trail. To be given as freely as they came to me. To walk...to be worn and to be rediscovered. My thoughts have came after reading a few of others thoughts. My thoughts may be born with me here right now or regenerated from thers turning light bulbs on in me.
Some, most, all's opinions or views on what had been happening latly i would think are driven by "Love" and where love lays hurt may follow. Alot of the hurt felt i think is raw. fresh from pain. They maynot have let thier eyes see past it and i think messages posted will help. i think as humans some may have the habit of finding a strength..holding and caring for it. Making it T/thiers. However it may be subconious T/they begin to depend on it. and when one becomes reliant on a source they only see it as it only has been for them. Thats easiest! What they may not know ,feel , or realize is that they "are" that strength them selves. They made that reliant them selves. we make the mistake of putting what we believe, know and trust into a material form....i don't know maybe to make it "real" (however i do not identify with material/real) To move along and find the words for what i am trying to say is... When someone finds a stregth to grow from provided by others they do not expect to see change. That in one sense can be viewed as selfish. It's easy to become selfish unawared. Some times we are selfish w/o noticing. So when this form of strength changes somes devotion feels misguided or broken and they feel hurt and maybe even that what ever they firstly believed in was faulty. These feelings only come from unexpectedness. Depending so.. putting material into what they know and as they watch some thing fall they too inside them selves fall and at that moment i believe is when they need most to remember or realize that the strength, that rock was in Them from the beginning. That just because there has been change that does not mean that what once was their strength is now weakened or that it is lost or over. Because the one only thing if nothing else that we all can depend on and no one can argue against is "Change" Actions will always act and W/we will always react. Because we can not defeat change that is the reason we must hold our strength within ourselves and remember that those are our 'seeds' The strength that helped us put it in material form was only the waterer and as waterers may change our own seeds do not.
W/we all are on our own roads and along the road some roads may blend into our own for a while. Because we are human and we tend to attach it is hard to let go when another road turns out of our own. It's just part of life. Only time and acceptance are neccisary tools in healing that. But healing does not mean damage. it means learning....strengthening our roads.
We grow to be the best we can be on our lives. we can not do that completly with out poeples lives connecting into ours. Even if just for a little while. Everyones purpose serves anothers. Acompaning their actions.and when those lifes leave or change W/we still have ours. our 'seeds'. They do not take that away with the change. Although change can be hurtful we can learn to move with it. A new direction. A new path of learning ourselves. A new road coinsiding with ours. To help us.
Those that have been hurt by this please rediscover that strength. Know that nothing has changed that was not bound to change and what has changed is only a road leaving and another connecting. The feeling, the light shone that distances the dark is still all true in the hearts changed in in our own.
i try not to judge. i try to remember to view what i judge in the most honest and equal way and to use that as a tool to learn and to pass on through my learning.
In adavance i will Thank each who take the time to read this and think on it. i hope that it helps and i hope that it has no means of offense.
i only wanted my heart to have the chance to speak. For it has quietly watched and tugged into words.
May All travel on thier roads safely and find new meaning in the direction life has taken them. Hold Fast to love felt. Do not falter from change. Rise. 
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