How did he do that?

I build up a wall of ice around my heart....not willing to let anyone near me

Determine never to feel or be hurt again...I built this wall

Then one day we started talking just a friendly kind of talk

Everyday we talked our conversations grew longer and longer

Sharing our pains hurts helping one another to get thru each day.......and  night

Learning to trust one another with our secrets.....yet learry wondering if we dare to share

One day we were laughing......just over nothing

   suddendly I realized he's done it......ohhhh I wasn't prepared for this

He's gotten under my skin causing the wall of ice to start cracking

             panic thinking he can't do this to me

I refuse to let him but he's done it each time he makes me smile

     and laugh    that ice breaks off more and more

Soon I find myself thinking about him smiling as I wake up and go to bed

Joy starts creeping in melting more ice

    Now I feel alive laughing more smiling more

Wait!!!!!! I'm scare not of him but of me

  What if??????? Millions of what if's flowing thru my mind wondering

Am I willing to chance it? Only one way to find out am I willing?

When I think of him talk to him feel joy in hearing his voice my heart leaps

Yes he's worth taking a chance with but am I?

   He's taught me so much in such a short time the ice is melting more and       more

     It's scarry but I've learned to trust him       to believe again

I wonder if I'm ready to love again thinking of him causes my heart to race

      when I hear his voice it races his voice soft and gentle his laughter

full of joy a tender heart he has calming me during my darkness days

           letting me know it's ok to cry he's here to listen

I wonder what it would feel like to have him hold me?

I wonder how he did that? melting that ice away and letting me feel again