Look I apologize, I know you didn't mean to hurt my feelings, and you didn't. I am frustrated myself at the situation, and will probably take some things personally but I don't mean to. Know what I mean?
And I want to be very sensitive to what you are going through. I know you are hurting, you lost a brother. I just can't imagine losing a brother right now, so devastating.
Just want to let you know, I'm okay. If I came across abrasive I'm sorry for that. Have you seen True Grit? That's me in a nutshell.
I'm fine, I'm not sure what's going on. He's lost some brain function. from the aneurysm and also the multiple strokes, I sometime have to tell him things over and over again and he still doesn't understand. Unlike me, he's a man of GOD and I feel he thinks that he's tired. His life was never easy ya know? He thinks everything happens for a reason and if it's his time to go then that's GOD's will. I'm different, I'm more of a person of science and sometimes feels he is acting selfishly because his grandkids will never know him, just like I didn't know his dad.
But I'm just having feelings that are natural for a daughter to feel. Like I said before, He's all I have. No mom, no other family. Just my two brothers and that's it..
So sorry if I upset you, not my intentions. Merry Christmas! |
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