Waiting and wishing that I can get a chance to talk with you online again. You have no idea how hard it has been for me because I got use to talking with you so much. The last couple of days haven't been the greatest for me. I have been thinking about you all last night. I admit I even cried because I couldn't hold it back. I know that does not sound like me but I miss you alot. We have been friends for three years now Julie. I don't want to lose the friendship that we because I asked you that question. All I want is for us to be friends again. I don't care if you don't come back as Jennifer Wilson in HWF. All I want is to be friends with you again. I don't know what I am going to do if we can't ever talk again. I have been there for you before at times when you told me your problems. If you don't remember them but I do. Now I need for you to be there for me, just this once. Please give me one last chance Julie. Yes I am that desperate to talk to you that I use my other email. Please Julie do you think that we could be friends again?