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Message 1 of 5 in Discussion

From:

siouxmoonwalker (Original Message)

Sent: 8/13/2007 12:02 AM

i have poly cystic ovarian syndrome, which meant i lost five babies but with Gods love had two healthy boys... now 17 and 20. i love them both so much that it rips me apart when they are hurt. Unfortunately the one who hurt them the most is there father... they were 12 and 9, the eldest had a total mental breakdown..... the rejection those boys suffered for 5 yrs was appalling.

my heart breaks right now for my youngest as he is only just expressing that hurt through starving himself - he was diagnosed as anorexic two weeks ago.... although he tells me i am not to blame i feel i have failed him. i have to strong for him as only a mother can but when i am alone a cry as if the world is ending.

i am hoping that my love and with the help of the Doctors my boy will mend.

please pray for him

moonie

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Sent: 8/13/2007 1:51 AM

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Message 3 of 5 in Discussion

From:

siouxmoonwalker

Sent: 8/14/2007 8:12 AM

Thank you so much trouble for taking the time to respond and for posting the amazing picture and words.

i empathise with you over your girls self harming as my eldest did that during the recovery from the breakdown. i am a suvivor of abuse... she needs to find the right help and her own coping mechanism to regain her personal power.

As for losing a son i can only begin to imagine what that must be like... it is what i fear.

i wish you and yours love and healing to give you strength and to enhance your personal powers on the road to full recovery from your experiences.

best wishes

moonie ((((((((hugs))))))

Message 4 of 5 in Discussion

From:

jamesgirlll

Sent: 8/19/2007 10:33 AM

moonie,

i hope your son gets into a recovery program quickly and learns to manage his anorexia...and to eat healthy and be healthy.....

huuuuuuuuuuggggggggggggggggssssssssssssssss

jamesgirl

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From:

šøû£

Sent: 8/20/2007 1:54 PM

Dear moonie.......

Oh, sweetheart... HUGggggsgssssssssssssss

Of course I will pray for you. Dammit, i wish i was over there right now. As a mother, seeing our kids hurt at ALL, is tough. This- there are no words really, to express just how much it hurts.

i put myself down alot, and thought so much less of myself, thining it was my fault that my dad wanted no part of me really, didn't wnat to be a part of my life.... My daughter now is going to be 8 years old next month, and once in a while, she starts crying cause she misses her daddy, and he has not tried to speak to her or send anything to her, since he and i talked in early April.

i lov eyou, my sweet sister moonie. You and your boys will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers..

your sis and friend,

soul

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