I found myself in a state of frustration,
so i began to scratch.
Soon i felt the soothing sensation,
like the sound of a lighting match.
As my torn nails found their way,
my frenzy climbed to the max.
Frantic in all my dismay,
my fear began to relax.
I felt the confusion,
as it began to ooze.
This is no dillusion.
I was the one to choose.
I lay back and began to smile,
lying in a state of ease.
I dont have to be me for a while,
I'm away witht he birds and bees.
You won't understand me
and I cant explain,
I'm trying to be free
and rid of the pain.
Mike.