I found myself in a state of frustration,

so i began to scratch.

Soon i felt the soothing sensation,

like the sound of a lighting match.

As my torn nails found their way,

my frenzy climbed to the max.

Frantic in all my dismay,

my fear began to relax.

 

I felt the confusion,

as it began to ooze.

This is no dillusion.

I was the one to choose.

 

I lay back and began to smile,

lying in a state of ease.

I dont have to be me for a while,

I'm away witht he birds and bees.

You won't understand me

and I cant explain,

I'm trying to be free

and rid of the pain.

 

Mike.