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Awakenings come in levels, just like peeling off the onion layers of sludge built up over each lifetime, once you have them peeled off, the awakenings begin. I had my first awakening a few months ago now. It was preceeded by a sound, it was the sound of an orchestra warming up. While the music had no real rhythm to it, many tunes involved were recognizable and almost there.

Last night I had another sound encounter, this time it was more connected...however many of my friends also experienced the orchestra warming up a few days to weeks before they had their awakening, so I can only imagine that this sound pre-awakening is soul group oriented and akin to our morning alarm clock trying to wake us up, letting us know that something awesome is about to happen and perhaps a chakra cleansing, or all bodies are involved. I get chills thinking about it. I'll keep you all posted and hope to hear from anyone else who is experiencing this too.

I wanted to share, many blessings...Spirit Wolffe

I really do wish that when this happens it wouldn't hit like a tidal wave and knock me out. But I guess I'm still to stubborn to listen any other way for it to stuble and calm.

Although I didn't think that I judged people, they do irrate me, I have thought I would never be that rude or treat another person that way. I wouldn't but the point is I judged that person's character or behavior as right or wrong by want I would do. Because I won't treat another person that way doesn't mean my way is right. WAKE UP CALL

Finally wrote a gratitude list with out adding but...........at the end. Like I'm grateful for grandkids, but I don't get to see them. When I left off the but at the end I found I could be more grateful for everything.

I think there's more yet but just haven't got it all. But I am starting to feel better. Mytic

Hi everyone, thanks for the responses!

Just so you know, it does not matter how much work you have done or not, I mean it does, but it won't stop the wave when the wave is ready, it hits!

What it will do is make the wave more or less joyous depending upon how much personal work you did before. More personal work, the more joyous the wave. What we did not work on before the wave, is magnified by the wave! This is where people are going to be saying, wow I think so and so is losing their minds! No, they just had a wave hit them and it magnified something that makes them look like they are losing it, once they do the work on it, it will suddenly vanish.

Mystic, lol, it got ya eh! Just so's ya know, I noticed those buts, lol.

I noticed a lot of people are talking about the 2 to 4 thing.

Thanks Angelspeak,

I will keep you all posted, I suspect this awakening will not be quite so dramatic or profound, now that the basic groundwork is laid, the subtleties will come in to play.

I know this is a learning experience, but I also will admit that right at this moment I'm not sure how much more learning I can handle. I am so frustrated, so I try something else, it doesn't work, so then I get frustrated, I cry scream and cry some more, so then I'm frustratedl ok do we get the hint of what I'm suppose to work on. Which is even more frustrating, it's like there's always something and I feel like I'm going crazy.

try to ride the wave dearhearts...so much more fun and wonderous than being struck with it...

...unless of course you'd rather have the wakeup call

...suurfs up kiddles....love yehs

Oh Spirit you had to mention the waking up 2-4. Yes it happens to me. Just thought it was my mind playing tricks and buzzing around at that time of the morning. Overload and all that. Well this morning I was thinking of you as I was awake again. lol. Hope you are having a good day.

WOW!!!! I THOUGHT THAT STRESS WAS THE CAUSE OF ME WAKING UP BETWEEN 2-4 AM. IT IS SO FRUSTRATING BECAUSE IT TAKES ME AGES TO FALL ASLEEP AGAIN THEN WHEN I AM NEARLY DOZING OFF AGAIN IT IS TIME FOR ME TO GET UP. THANKS FOR THIS POST SPIRITWOLFFE NOW I KNOW THE REASON AND I JUST GO WITH THE FLOW.




		Shaumbra means: Family and Deep Inner Friendship
		Body aches and pains, especially in the neck, shoulder and back. This is the result of intense changes at your DNA level as the 'Christ seed' awakens within. This too shall pass.

		Feeling of deep inner sadness for no apparent reason. You are releasing your past (this lifetime and others) and this causes the feeling of sadness. This is similar to the experience of moving from a house where you lived in for many, many years into a new house. As much as you want to move into the new house, there is a sadness of leaving behind the memories, energy and experiences of the old house. This too shall pass.

		Crying for no apparent reason. Similar to #2 above. It's good and healthy to let the tears flow. It helps to release the old energy within. This too shall pass.

		Sudden change in job or career. A very common symptom. As you change, things around you will change as well. Do not worry about finding the 'perfect' job or career right now. This too shall pass. You're in transition and you may make several job changes before you settle into one that fits your passion.

		Withdrawal from family relationships. You are connected to your biological family via old karma. When you get off the karmic cycle, the bonds of the old relationships are released. It will appear as though you are drifting away from your family and friends. This too shall pass. After a period of time, you may develop a new relationship with them if it is appropriate. However, the relationship will be based in the new energy without the karmic attachments.

		Unusual sleep patterns. It's likely that you'll awaken many nights between 2:00 and 4:00 AM. There is a lot of work going on within you, and it often causes you to wake up for a 'breather.' Not to worry. If you cannot go back to sleep, get up and do something rather than lay in bed and worry about humanly things. This too shall pass.

		Intense dreams. These might include war and battle dreams, chase dreams or monster dreams. You are literally releasing the old energy within, and these energies of the past are often symbolized as wars, running to escape and boogiemen. This too shall pass.

		Physical disorientation. At times you will feel very ungrounded. You will be 'spatially challenged' with the feeling like you cannot put two feet on the ground, or that you are walking between two worlds. As your consciousness transitions into the new energy, you body sometimes lags behind. Spend more time in nature to help ground the new energy within. This too shall pass.

		Increased 'self talk'. You will find yourself talking to your Self more often. You will suddenly realize you have been chattering away with yourself for the past 30 minutes. There is a new level of communication taking place within your being, and you are experiencing the tip of the iceberg with the self talk. The conversations will increase, and they will become more fluid, more coherent and more insightful. You are not going crazy, you are just Shaumbra moving into the new energy.

		Feelings of loneliness, even when in the company of others. You may feel alone and removed from others. You may feel the desire to 'flee' groups and crowds. As Shaumbra, you are walking a sacred and lonely path. As much as the feelings of loneliness cause you anxiety, it is difficult to relate to others at this time. The feelings of loneliness are also associated with the fact that your Guides have departed. They have been with you on all of your journeys in all of your lifetimes. It was time for them to back away so you could fill your space with your own divinity. This too shall pass. The void within will be filled with the love and energy of your own Christ consciousness.

		Loss of passion. You may feel totally disimpassioned, with little or no desire to do anything. That is OK, and it is just part of the process. Take this time to 'do no-thing.' Do not fight yourself on this, because this too shall pass. It is similar to rebooting a computer. You need to shut down for a brief period of time in order to load the sophisticated new software, or in this case, the new Christ-seed energy.

		A deep longing to go Home. This is perhaps the most difficult and challenging of any of the conditions. You may experience a deep and overwhelming desire to leave the planet and return to Home. This is not a 'suicidal' feeling. It is not based in anger or frustration. You do not want to make a big deal of it or cause drama for yourself or other. There is a quiet part of you that wants to go Home. The root cause for this is quite simple. You have completed your karmic cycles. You have completed your contract for this lifetime. You are ready to begin a new lifetime while still in this physical body. During this transition process, you have an inner remembrance of what it is like to be on the other side. Are you ready to enlist for another tour of duty here on Earth? Are you ready to take on the challenges of moving into the New Energy? Yes, indeed you could go Home right now. But you have come this far, and after many, many lifetimes it would be a shame to leave before the end of the movie. Besides, Spirit needs you here to help others transition into the new energy. They will need a human guide, just like you, who has taken the journey from the old energy into the new. The path you are walking right now provides the experiences to enable you to become a Teacher of the New Divine Human. As lonely and dark as your journey can be at times, remember that you are never alone.

		Copyright 2001 by Geoffrey Hoppe, Golden, CO. Prepared in collaboration with Tobias of the Crimson Circle. Please distribute freely for non-commercial purposes

Lol Red Medicine Bear, it is more fun riding the wave than being struck with it...but some days the muscles get too tense and boy, ya gotta jsut take break.

I'm with ya, I understand the frustration...take a break. We are with you!

Lol Angel speak, that was Mystic that first mentioned the 2 and 4 thing, but yeah it's getting to a lot of us.

I'm still waking up between 2 and 4 then can't get back to sleep. But have found a few more things about me this time around. I have to do some inner child work, I have found that I have always had problems dealing with this issue, period. But I've found that I'm reacting with hurt and fear when I don't get something that I need.

I've also found that once again I'm reacting rather than taking an action. I react in a way that I feel that others want from me, than when it's over I'm somewhere that I don't want to be.

I also found an article I put on the board called, Opening Doors. That really hit something in me,I've been running around for a couple yrs going crazy and that article kind of gave me some clues.

Well that's kind of where I'm at for now. Mystic

by the way, the 2nd awakening wave did hit but it was a much more subdued or subtle awakening again in clarity...blessings

And we all lived. whew!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That one was alittle tough, felt like the first time almost. I just knew what it was. I have to say learned alot that time. I'm in the middle of something now and just can't quite get it yet. That's when I get impatient and hard on myself. Oh well this too shall pass.

i wounder if this is why i have been feeling so out of it almost lost.

i just feel like i don,t know were i am sopose to be some time. i even feel like

i can,t feel my guide sometime and that sort of scears me . i hope this feeling dose not last munch longer. thank you wildcat

I wanted to share something I find important and hope it helps others to understand better what is happening to them physically should they choose to subscribe to or accept this concept.

As we restructure our minds and hearts, we find we have more body aches and pains than ever before. It stands to reason that if we are to restructure our thought process, our souls really, then that will express itself physically as well as all must balance in all bodies, if we change even the smallest component, balance will be found somewhere else. I have always carried my weight more with my hips, now suddenly I find I tend to feel some pain around my middle back and slightly to the left, this tells me that I am now carrying my weight differently...more in tune with my spine than ever before...I look forward to pure balance...but I have a long way to go, lol.

I have just discovered some new about me also. I thought I was really going crazy until I started reading stuff again. Lately I have been feeling very sad, overwhelmingly so. alson with a lot of other feelings. When I sat and listened I felt like the earth was speaking to me, telling me how unhappy it felt,the earth feels abused,it feels unhealthy and sick. This is the first time I have very felt like the earth was telling me something. It's kind of scarey to be that sensitive to a change like this, but at the same time it's like a feeling of belonging. I can't seem to explain it, as I feel disconnected, unbalanced , but to feel the power of the universe is something else. Any way I'm learning how to help the earth heal, I hope and different ways of getting grounded. I hope I can make a difference in some way, I feel we owe the earth so much. Mystic

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