Its too bad you are frustrated mystic. When I first had reiki attunment many years ago I thought to
myself wow this stuff doesnt work at all Im not feeling any better! when you look at all the stuff that
has happined in your life how long has it been that way? Five, ten years maybe more? Well then you
have to consider that its going to take a bit of time to heal sweetie. It wont take that long but it will
take some doing. Whenever a change like this healing process takes place, even when its something
good like reiki, a period of adjustment is nessary so that the body and various parts of your life
can get used to the healthy conditions. This cleansing process needs to take place. You need to be kind
to yourself and when negative things come up be willing to see what changes need to be and ask your
angels to take and release them for you. Make sure you are drinking plenty of water and resting. Also
remeber to do your daily self-treatments. When I was attuned to first degree reiki I felt really really
stuffy and blew my nose and had a lot of cold like simtems. I know a lot is because of the fires but
remeber you are in a cleansing process andthis affects physicalbody as well as mind and emotions.
Toxins that have been stored in body are also releasing along with thought patterns that are no longer
useful. I hope this helps a little hun.
ps. Your posts have really helped me in this group, I have leaned a lot. Thank you for this.
Love lightwalker