I know your feelings . I feel like I do do do and never receive. And I
hvae felt like you lately kind of like i was running amok and so many
thoughts. You are right in what you say about needing to vent. This
is good. I feel you have a lot to vent, your feelings coming out in
a rush is good for healing.
Growing and going through experiences in growth isnt always great.
Its not always a trip to the park believe me. Everybody here can tell
you that. If you told me life was roses, I would tell you
wow what planet are you from lol. Thats just not natural! Sometimes
these things need to run there natural course. When I feel these things
coming on its hard to stop them. After you feel you are all done venting
and feel its time to slow down, do this and busy
your mind in other ways possibly reading or writing. I sit myself
down in a chair or lay down and listen to soft music and allow myself
to get quiet for a bit. Maybe get a movie that you will enjoy and make
yourself something you enjoy like some herbal tea that will comfort
you? You are a great person and very feeling person so be good to
yourself sweety. Listen to your heart!
Love Lightwalker 